Saturday, April 11, 2009 8:03 AM
Sometimes i just feel like
"why am i on earth?" . Seriously , i care bout how people see and talk bout me . Its as if every moment a single person judge bout me , my appearance or my relationship I'll just give a
BIG wtf ! Should you people just ask me whether im ok or just give a word of "forget it"? Could anyone care of my feelings ? What will you feel if someone did the same thing to you ? And ohhh , imagine every single human in the school is bitching bout you , how will you react ? And what people aquest me to react was just don't care them . Well , me
Maxim Nah hereby sincerely said that i just can't don't care those judgement on me ! Please , Fuck your heck out of my life . Im pissed of it !
People say
don't turn back just move on . Honestly , how many people on earth can do that ? Obviously , its 3 out of 10 . Mayb you are the lucky number 3 but im not . I have my limitations . I just can't accept it . No , i can't . Please , i'm tired of it . I'm seriously facing the fact and waiting for everything to settle . Every single moment im in school was like every single moment im in hell . Imagine how suffering it was ...
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I'm dumping my ass in the house for these two weekends . Yes , i'm changing , for the best . Hopefully . Well , the reason was im celebrating my sister's birthday on tomorrow . And , i don't feel like going out next week . Sorry for can't celebrate 2nd month with boyfriend due to my exam too =(
Lastly ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MARCIA
&
MELYSSA <3Although i always order you both to gimme things or so called help and how i treat both of you past few years with my bad attitude . But , i love you guys . And to Marcia , Sorry for the fight last week . Honestly , you're in big wrong so i'm just giving you free lesson =) Heh ! Obviously , i felt guilty right ? Fine.
and , i love
Ken !
Signed off
maxim